Wednesday, October 24, 2012

so many things.... but time SLOW down!

Oh my~!~~.... it has been a while since I have "deposited " things from this CRAZY brain and FULL heart... I have been amazed how God has used this blog not only to keep for the kiddos but to really let me get all that He is doing on paper!....  We are coming off one of the busiest times of the year....  Soccer, Family mission trip, and Fox Fever Run...  whoa I am tired just thinking back at all has been happening and I get overwhelmed in this mind! I am thankful for God and His love for me and my family... This road of "life" is not easy... I am the sinner!.. I lay in bed at night thinking of all what seems to be every sin in my day.. again I get overwhelmed................... then after confessing and asking for forgiveness I know for certain that I am forgiven!...

although I feel like Paul so much as written in

Romans 7:19 For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing.

I am the first to admit that I fall short!.. I get to busy, overwhelmed, and just t.i.r.e.d!... I know it is only through His GRACE I go on each day!... I again was reminded today just how fast life goes... Angela S.L.O.W. down He keeps reminding me!.. the handstands in the living room, awana study time, homeschooling, dog begging to come inside, shows, and the list goes ...  I am reminded that these days are numbered... love them where they are and stop being so busy....

I know, I know many of you who read this will think... what?? she is with those kiddos 24/7 HOW could she want to pause all of this....  I know one day...... they will have their own family, we will be secondary.... I want them to know that we LOVE them here!... my prayer is when they leave they want to be back and know that "we" are home :) 

I will blog about all the happenings that have happened since , well.... whenever that was!